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Time to know what real life is...
by stupid r. girl
( 23, Female , AIM SN: Stupid R. Girl, MSN Passport: 63#2535203 )

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It's time. I let him go.
04-19-11 09:19 AM

I'm fine though tired of studies. And I feel very happy enjoying the time with nice people around. Yes, I'm happy... without him.

So I let him go. I have no idea if it's right or wrong... According to the facts I should do it. He doesn't write me. Well, he has his own reasons.

It's stupid. I hate the whole situation. I despise myself for being so weak. The best thing I appreciate in myself is being indifferent to those people who ignore me. That's why now it's easier for me to let him go. Forever. And I thank my friend for making me write him because now everything is clear: it's completely over. And I won't feel that it was my fault.

Definitely realising that it's over I can breath freely now. And I'm opened for something new. Life goes on. Everything will be fine!

I'm passing the final exam on Thursday! And after it I'm going to have weeks full of parties! That's great! I can't wait when I finally pass this exam! And I miss all my friends so much...

And after my graduation in June... I have no idea where I'll go and what I'll do! All I know is that I'll move to another city (maybe to another country, we'll see). I'm so happy, I feel free, I can go anywhere! I can do anything! :)


Current Mood: Happy 

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Comments:

by beatrix kiddo, 05-22-11 03:42 PM   
Yeah, everything will be fine. He wasn't for you. It's no easy to move foward, lot of memories and such. Is great that you are strong enough to say ok this is it, I'll move on. Good luck with everything.

   

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