Well, I'm here... I came to this city two days ago. And I feel very lonely though there are some people with whom I can talk to.
I already don't like this city. Don't know, maybe it takes time to like it. I've met people who are in love with it.
I miss my family, friends... and I miss him... in spite of the fact that I made everything clear for myself. It seems that it was just a dream, and we have never been together. But at some moments I feel that I really miss him very much though don't love anymore. I just want to talk to him and to tell how I feel. I want him to know how much I miss...
I'm very stupid. I realize all it is just an illusion but can't do anything with myself.
I'm tired of vagueness and loneliness. I know I should think about more important things now but still...