Alright, so I had to send my second rebuttal letter in about getting suspended to some person in Georgia. I know that's dead as soon as it hits the desk. So, I'm preparing for either being suspended without pay for a few days to a few weeks or being fired altogether. I'm not sure if I even care at this point. I have no idea why this had to be brought up in the first place. They know that I'm not a "bad" employee and that I've always been able to keep up my workload, don't complain (to them at least), and am always willing (on the surface) to help when I can.

My assistant manager just had this look of disappointment on his face when he handed me my suspension papers. He's such a D**K. I hate him. He thinks because he was in the military and he so smart, making the big money that he can assume anything about anybody. Sometimes, I wish I had never taken this job. It's becoming a nightmare, where I constantly want to vomit. My supervisor is so lame too. She brings her personal life to work all the time, like how she was divorced within three years, after being broken up with him within the marriage for a year. Before that, she just "knew" this was the man God had sent to her and said she "had" to get married. Ummm.... why? It's not a sin if you don't. But since you did, look what happened? And it was just such a showy display during her divorce trial week too -- everybody had to know about it. Plus, she rebounded with a guy that has three kids and a nasty ex, I heard. Lovely, just lovely.

My retarded manager just smiles in my face, but talks about me all the time. If only.... he makes me so very sick to my stomach. The only good thing about suspension is that I won't have to deal with their stupid a**es for awhile.